Janet_The_Planet's Xanga

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Wed, 10 Dec 2008 01:05:21 GMT

october 28th - got marriage lisence
october 31st - moved out to live with juan
other stuff is personal and only the ppl i trust know about what else is happening to me.

i miss my house but i know its my own fault so whatever but each day i get use to my other home lonely and sleeping all day and my bb coming home smelling like shit and me having to throw up everytime i smell him but i still dont know how to tell him so whatever he can still think im a lil crazy but whatever hes getting use to it to and knowing im a freak and throwing clothes everything is my thing and his thing too hahaha

i hate cleaning

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Sun, 28 Sep 2008 16:53:46 GMT

monday - chelsea died
tueday - nothing
wednesday - broke ipod
thursday - cried about ipod and my love
friday - no work fk this
saturday - no work fk this
sunday - no work fk this

i miss you juan

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Wed, 30 Jul 2008 02:59:05 GMT

i got a hair cut as you can see

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im went shopping because i got paided

i got a new ihome, 3 shirts, new coach shoes, exchanged my mothers purse for orange, a new fossil purse, more headbands, went to sweetbay & we made carne asada today! woo

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Thu, 10 Jul 2008 19:38:36 GMT

hello

i been in horrible moods lately i hope this passes

i cant stand anyone anymore i just hope everyone right now dies or at least everyone just goes away i dont knwo what is going on with me i feel like someone else is controling my emotions with a remote its thats bad i hope its just a "stage" i am going threw if not this is not going to be happy like right now i can just look at a mirror and i know i have a >;o face for no reason what so ever i have been like this for the past few days

i need help

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Thu, 26 Jun 2008 02:49:57 GMT

hello how are you doing

yesturday well monday night i slept over erins house and tuesday we went swimming i was extremely tired like the whole time i dont know why but i didnt let it get me down hooray

tomorrow i work and i work and i have nothing better to do then to work! eww oh well i dont care at least i get paided for doing nothings that for sure im gladd

its been raining and its nice and its a change its been to hot here anymore

i hate floriiiiida but then at the same time i rather be here then iowa poor people i feel bad but i would never consider donating money to them you betta believe it anyways im getting sleepy and i dont want to be sleepy tomorrow i have to remind myself tomorrow to go waxing ill probably forget

i hope not

well im uploading pictures

LIKE MY NEW ROOM? :) I PAINTED IT

see you next time

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

Tue, 03 Jun 2008 15:43:24 GMT

hello summer of 2008!

well how is everyone doing? i havent updated this in 2 months i think well im back.

yesturday i got my nails, toes & i was only suppose to go waxing hahahaha! oh man im going to be this more often i already know what colors to w00t w00t so yeah i don't know what im going to do this summer hopefully something entertaing i just want to be out of this house as much as possible if you know what i mean

im bored and hungry

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Sat, 29 Mar 2008 16:08:38 GMT

so theres all this drama going on again with me and juan and whats he's been doing but you know what i say, i dont give a shit about anything. i don't care if its true or if its not true. i dont care if i hear it from the horses mouth, im just out of it, and ill be like for a long time. i dont care what anyone tells me about anyone. i wont listen to my siblings, mother, father, juan, anyone, i just dont care anymore. its all going to hell so fuck it, hopefully they just stfu about everything and ignore it. i know thats what i am doing and im doing pretty good. so wtf-ever dont care about anything. just about gettin' paid loll ^ up holla

so me and mario have a great day planned on monday. first i will wake up early on monday and i go preaching with my mom and then i go with mario and the leggits, we still go preaching until, who knows, than we come home, get changed and go shopping, come home, get the computer play gh3 and then go to my meetings in english and then after, we go drop him off at his house liek at 9? yeah, sounds like a plan. :] it will be a good day on monday. ill make sure of it.

spring break! here i come? lol im a loser.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Tue, 18 Mar 2008 01:00:31 GMT

greetings.

hows everyone doing? i hope good, because i am, espically today, because i got my ipod touch 32 gb, fk yeah! =D i haven't been this happy in a while just because i got a new gadget, im such a nerd "I MUST HAVE IT" looll well this technology blows me out the water, thats for sure. i been just hangin on here, no worries. i guess? i missed all the fcat crap so i probably have to do all that stuff this week probably, who knows? i don't. im a n00b at my school i don't know what they do. i was sick, ok? XD i promise. i been cracking my back a lot. @_@

i have nothing more to write in here, well for now

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Tue, 12 Feb 2008 01:38:48 GMT

WHAT IS UP YALL! -

so everyone knows about me and juan @_@

because its all mario's fault

i been crying for the last 2 weeks, at least once a day, if not once a day i would be crying all day

everything is going down hill from here

i dont have a cellphone anymore, obivously? XD w/e

all i know is that "don't be sad" is what i hear from everyone, even juan but you know what

how can i NOT be sad, mad, depressed or miserable?

"one day we will be together again"
i sure fkn hope so, because you were the only thing that made me happy.

the little rumors going around don't mean anything to me anymore

one day i will be happy, again.
but that day isn't coming soon at all.

BECAUSE I AM ON LOCK DOWN AT MY FKN HOUSE AND I HOPE YOU KNOW KEEPING ME HERE ALL DAY ISN'T HELPING ANY, JUST MAKING ME MORE DEPRESSED THAN I ALREADY WAS. OK? YEAH I HOPE EVERYONE WHO IS CONTRIBITING THIS WHOLE CHAOS KNOWS THIS OK? IM DEPRESSED AND I DONT CARE ALL I SERIOUSLY WANT TO DO NOW IS LIKE KILL MYSELF OR HOPE I GET RUN OVER BY A DRUNK GUY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT, I WILL NEVER BE HAPPY AGAIN UNTIL I AM GONE FROM HERE.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Wed, 16 Jan 2008 21:47:32 GMT

exams are going on..like today & tomorrow

its not that bad, i been i have my earphones on the whole day and no one gives a shit so all i do is take some lame test than i listen to my ipod & play my ds for like an hour

yesturday i got this box and i got more ds pens, a cover, screen protectors, car charger & other stuff for my ds, pretty awsm.

hopefully i am going to sleep over chantals house tomorrow night after work, then go to work in the morning on friday with chantal & her mom and we can take the city bus! =D best experience in my life, roflmao.

its so much fun of the bus theres like people who look at you like "" LOL

oh man, i hope i can sleep over.